Hello, We mistakenly removed a post from this thread. You will find it below. I apologize for the confusion. Thanks. Exactly .. Same for me , i am never affraid from the fight itself , i don't give a dam if i got knocked down , but the idea of loosing scares me to death , what would my sensei say ??? what would my friends say ?? After wining the national championship 3 times , i became so affraid of loosing , but again , fear is vital .