LOL I was the same way when I got StarCraft. I didn't go to sleep for about 2-3 days I kept seeing hydras everywhere. And I saw Zerglings under my bed. Now who has a messed life?
Xpoison why are you afraid of whats going to kill you do you mean age, other people what? As long as you have made any difference in someones life you shouldn't have anything to fear.