I think that's what G95champ said. At least, that's what I took from it. I think if you asked the average police offer, they would tell you that they don't ever want to shoot another person. But, when they have to, they will. I'm sure most police offers would be most happy if they never had to fire their gun once in their entire career. It's not something they want to do. But, it's something they have to do. It doesn't mean they want to do it. (It's a little like cleaning or going to the dentist, in that regard. )