BON; I am 16 years old. I have been hearing impaired my entire life, from being born three months premature. Not unlike you, a range of disabilities were rpedicted: brain damage, blindness, hearing impairment, and probably a premature death to match my premature birth. I only assume that my lack of balance is from my hearing impairment, as balance IS linked tot he ear (I am not aware of the specifics however) it could be natural or otherwise the result of my birth; maybe not at all. All I can say is that my balance is below par, I get dizzy very easily (eg from spinning around), fall heavily into the door/wall of the train where others only stumble etc. It';s not major, but it is something I need to bear in mind, and potentially I may need to work towards improving. kickboxing, of anything which really resembles kickboxing in a major fashion, my mother will not allow me to take up. I can see it now: "You're an extremely intelligent person, why would you risk losing that?". I am currently enrolled in a select entry school in which the avergae student is in the top 5% of the state academically; my mother is probably right when she says I would not be doing myself any favours that way. Why do I wish to take up martial arts? I can't answer this question. I honestly am not sure. But probably if it was just some flighty whim of mine the desire would have worn off by now, so all I can really say is that I am putting alot of thought into it lately. Perhaps when I mentioned sparring in my previous post my expression was not entirely accurate; I do not wish for solely sparring, though I would like a reasonable degree of sparring and competition, not that I will be allowed to spar for a few months until I am reasonably proficient I would predict. I found aikido a beautiful art, I agree somewhat impractical in a real situation and difficult for me (I am not exactly designed for agility ). AI Hate; Thanks, that's what I thought... thanks for the well wishes. Thanks all for the feedback, I hope my inane ramble made some sort of sense [ This Message was edited by: Introspector on 2002-05-07 05:20 ]