I have been in martial arts for nigh on 14 yrs. Sparring has never been my favorite thing, I do it, but I have never been very good at it. I have never seen myself as much of a fighter, and still don't. My fellow students and my instructor say this is not the case, but I have a hard time believing them. They say that I am "hard" on myself. My true love for karate is in doing the kata, has been since the beginning and remains so to this day.