Anyone else ever feel this way?

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As long as you know why you lost. You realize how you were trapped and how to fix it. That move will never happen again. You've learned a very valuable lesson which may have taken you years to learn otherwise. Not only that but the RGDA is a very tough association. In the end, you were on the mat and put your heart, soul, blood, and tears out there for everyone to see. Take the time to examine your loss and the outcome may be different next time.