Thanks a lot gents for the welcome. Its good to have questions asked as well, because sometimes its hard to see things clearly. Its not a laziness issue for me i'm certain, because I have always continued to train, even when at home. I'm at a point now with my wife, that were really enjoying our time together and we don't have kids yet. I'm not sure if its healthy or not, but were a really big part of each others lives, and its hard to break the routine we've formed together. Work is very stressfull, and somtimes, I do think about the next class or lesson....sometimes when I should be working. Were also putting the basement together, and we have other interestes as well, and sometimes I feel spread to thinly. Its hard, because I feel somtimes I'd like to stop formal club style training, but also HATE the idea of letting my guard down, and leaving the atmosphere. Thanks again for the replies guys, it means a lot. I'm having a really tough time keeping my username active as it keeps bumping me out for some reason. I't may be a while before I can post again.
