no no no no,i guess i am a begginer...since ive been only doing this art for a couple of months after i quit tkd. Its jsut that last time i sparred with my friend with no gear,i ended up busting his nose into a river of blood after a straight blast...i cant control my self when i charge foward when i get into the moment-.- im like...in my own world n actually want to hurt him,AH