I totally get this, but am currently between instructors. I still go to some workshops as time permits. I'm working on several angles to find a new instructor, including going back to the association in Canada, but the problem there is distance and very little chance of actual floor time in a dojo. It would mostly be skype calls and once a year workshops. I thought I had found a good alternative in a Shorin ryu organization located just 4 hours away, but that failed when he stopped teaching, about the time we joined the association, other than the occasional workshop. That and we were the only club in his association, which we found out after we joined him. I want to find a good instructor that shares the same philosophy and am picky about who I associate under.