Dear my! i was reading the first reply and actually i had a feeling as if i was reading about myself....i understand what you meant.... Sometimes you have the feeling that you can do everything, that you have everything to do it, and start to go it.... and the feeling when you start doing something on your own - this is what makes you feel useful, it proves to YOUSELF that you can do everything! we have many chellenges in our life....we manage to overcome lots of them, but some of them manage to break us....at least once in your time... but we need to have enough strengh to go on! and this is when our mind helps us! it tells us you must go on and on and on!! no matter what!!! and we need to obey, as our mind and our heart know us better than we think!!
